Hey yall feeling down

Hej the flat I was going yo get I didn’t, I’m so sad and disappointed and scared I put all my cards into it I said no to everything else. John is out if the hospital, I haven’t take drugs for a while and sitting here don’t know what to do. They calling on me do bad but I know they only make me psykotic and weird but its what I have done for so many years I don’t really know anything else. I have thought about asking for help. Get locked inside for a while get some things going, training, yoga, meditation, writing, everything I can do when I’m not having it dhut and gave a stsbild surrounding a safe place. I need to ask for help it it will never be ok, I will contact my psychiatrist tomorrow and my contact person. Because this will be my death in one way or another and I’m not ready yo leave earth yet, although I think about It a lot. Like it’s my only chance of gave it hood us to take that od. I need help, I figure it out by writing this right now, the words just came flowing. Fuck….

Get involved!

Get Connected!

Come and join our community. Expand your network and get to know new people!

Comments

No comments yet